submission not death

In my Greek class this semester one of the passages we were asked to translate was Mark 8:34-38. This is the section where Jesus says the line "if anyone desires to follow after me, he must deny himself and take (or carry) his cross and follow me." My professor, as he was working through the text with us, pointed this out. Jesus was not commanding that the disciples sacrifice their lives for him as a martyr (though that would ultimately be the case for all of them, including John though not tortured was sent as an exile to Patmos where he would eventually die.) in the time of Christ carrying your cross was not about the punishment, it was not really even about the crime that was committed but it had to do with the criminal showing their submission to the authority. I believe that this is what Christ was getting at when he made this statment, not that we would seek to be a martyr for him (I do not want to take away from those who have died a martyrs death because of the cause of Christ, this is remarkable and a level of sacrifce that should be modelled but I do not believe that martyrdom is the ultimate end or pursuit that every believer should be striving for) we need instead to consecrate our lives in a way that would prevent us from falling into the same trap that Peter fell into in the few short verses before this verse. Jesus calls Peter out because he has set his mind on the things of man and not on the things of God. In an effort to get the disciples on board and having an attitude of submission towards God's perfect will, that of Christ being sacrificed on the cross Jesus brings to mind an illustration that would be very prevelent in the minds of the disciples. "Take up your cross and follow me." We are fulfilling this teaching of Christ as we live our lives in a way that would demonstrte our submission to the will of God.